a poetry for you

anyone willinq to cheer me up .
hahahah , here's somethinq i wanna told ya .

i had a wonderful girlfriends . she always make me smile .
althouqh sumtimes she did make me anqry . but she make my day .
i did not once hate her . cause she is sooo special to me .
i became to like her more and more each day .
i could still smell her like a new born baby .
ohhh baby .. no other one can replace you .
all i wanted to say is i'm willinq to do anythinq as lonq , as you're always mine .
be it , make-inq a tear drop or donatinq a heart for you to survive . jyeah , i know it kinda merepek .
but hope it does . cause as lonq , i'm alive . i'm thinkinq that i will be facinq alot of trouble .

hahahah , jyeah so no one will dare be happie and smile aqain w/o me livinq in the world <3

what a bad day

today , hmmm coolinq down .
after prayinq zuhur . then didnt disturb anyone .
wanted to watch tv , but think back . i dun nid la . cause qot that druq addict fucker .
i was at the bed room , open nasheed . while he opened loudly , sonqs usinq the speaker . i went out . to eat openinq surah yasin . then he increase the volume and i was like hackcare .
then until asar , i told my mum . that i didnt want to fight . but how am i qoinq to pray , with this loud sonqs . my mum kept quiet not wantinq to do anythinq . so i told my mum , i will handle this matter my own . be it i kena arrested or what . because this is not his house alone .
so i went to my bedroom . then i went out to him nicely .
to lower the volume , 1st he did do it .(like a doqqie)
then when i went in back the room , he increased the volume back .
so , i come out not knowinq what else to do .
asked him , because he kept on tellinq everyone . he was a still in tjr .
like he make stories of me , joininq omeqa . but i didnt .
with that , i kena whack w/o a reason .
so i gave him a flyinq kick to his face(left) . he was qoinq to cryinq .
fuck the tjr people lahh . then called police .
what the hell ?? complain more to the police .
i was there laughinq in my heart , and i did told the police . i am not scared of you all . i am prayinq .
so be it human , i am most scared of ALLAH . i kept on repeatinq like mad . cause , they think they can threaten me . i would die for ALLAH , not for them .
then i laugh . when they wanted to qo . i shout back what , see you in court and if anythinq happened to me . i will report to you . and i will find you back !

fun urh me . but i will still love my baby boo (aylaa)
rememberinq my meimei : lili bonch and those who called me uncle Aan .
i will treasure you and i will promised not to make anymore kes . if i went in , do remember me and see me or post a letter to me okae ?

the 3rd time at polyclinic

hahahah , went to polyclinic .
after sembahyanq subuh . istiqfar banyak-banyak ..
until 7am . then bath all , like normal then lepak jap lahh ..
cause wanted to go poly at 8am . i didnt ate for breakfast cause im scared that my blood will qo out .
so i eat a piece of bread . then quickly qo out  .. went to bustop near my house .
 waited for 5min . then a small bus came . full pack with people .
another 10 min came . a double deck came , full of people .
another 5 min came , a small bus . full of people .
another 10 min came , small bus , full of people .
another 5 min came . smalll bus . full of people .
then gave up . the 6th bus came , i board it  cause , i was like damn late already .
then as i board . hafway . came a small bus too behind my bus .
it was soo not crowded . you know whye my i said that .. earlier on . full of people ?
the full of people is the stupid banqladesh .
luckily , i didnt smack his face . stupid ass !
as the bus was qoinq , near a factory . alot of passenqer drop off . at the workplace .
me , in my mind was like . relieved . cause i qot to be seated . as i was tired too ..
hahahah , stupid banqla .
reached polyclinic . at around 9+ . feel like i w as qoinq to work another 40min . hahaha , see the workplace didnt opened . msq my boss . cause i had quitted my job . to take my salary . that time , i was at hospital(trick hym) . then i had to rest aqain . last mon , i took it at 2pm . he gave me $28 . fuck hym , luckily . i didnt scold hym back . he gave me $50 . i wanted to place a note at his shop O$P$ .. hahah was onie jokinq la . cause he supposed to give me $64 ? but its okae la . next time can . if i still remembered ! opps , i was supposed to talk about my polyclinic . stupid boss ,
at the polyclinic . after reqisterinq . my num , was damn fast . they called me . i approached them . and said qood morninq . i had to take a blood test again .
then they said okae . leave me alone then i went to counter 54 . wanted to register . then the same kakak that time who said , whye didnt give salam . then i said , hello ! i was like a zombie . she was shocked .. hahah cool me . and everyone looked at me .. huhu , famous mahh . saw diff people at there . taken my blood test now at right hand near to my finqer . the doc was malay . she gave me a asalamualaikum , i responded back . and said that . she asked me , is it the hosptl who asked you to come take blood . i sadi 'NO'.. after takinq my blood test , i was to approach doc . sat there quietly showinq off my right hand . got blood what .. hahah , then a stupid old uncle . sat beside me . he saw so smelly . like 'bau babi' .. ewww .. i covered my mouth . then played my hp game 'guitar rock-on' . then my num was called . the same room 39 . like that time , the doc said to me . then my white blood cell was okae . hahaha .. went out to take my medicine and pay . go home , took 154 to taman juronq . 399 . caused got job interview , had called them . before 1pm . i come . then after interview , went to the nearest mosque , 'asyakirin'.. then went home . throwinq paper that i ate at the bustop yungkuanq .block 6

the day at polyclinic 2nd times

hey droppinq by to continue my stories at clementi polyclinic .
ahahahah .. this is the second time , went to polyclinic ..
hahahahaha .. it was the sickness that i couldnt take it anymore . had to take my blood and urine test . fuck , so damn paisey sia . cause im the only kid . who had to do this ? the rest is all old people . when to counter 54 . then there's one sista . was shocked to see me ? in my mind , if my urine and blood test is neqative , i would have to stay in tan tock seng hospital . fuhhlermak , gerek ape ?
nntie ada oranq lehh datanq tenqok aku kan ? if there's is ? hahhaa , k never mind if dun have too . atleast , i can stay and be treated like a boss .. lyinq down the bed . with nurses and doctor , treatinq me .. so i waited for abt 10-20 min . to take my blood test . then i heard a girl . who seems like a same age as me ?
told the doc , this was her first time takinq blood test . so she is afraid . i was there , like qonna laugh . the doctor of mine , injected my left hands . where it had to inject . then i walk out of the room . showinq off .
cause , i didnt feel anythinq . although , it felt hurt when i stretch my hand .. hahahaha . 'nak tunjuk macho tapi muka cramp' .. okae then had to wait for doc num . i was standinq , uncle and auntie who saw me . then asked me to seat .  as i was hack care then i sat . cause too tired already mahh.. waited for my num , i was supposed to be room 40-41 . but room 39 called me . i was like damn shock , as the doc . whye my room chanqed . then the doc , like wanted to scold me . i kept quiet and smile . i was like flirtinq with her . cause , she asked me to breathe in and out . is like holdinq hand . cause my white blood cell was really low that time . so she had to hold my hand to check i could still breathe . luckily , i was stronq and then 'tahan' till i took my medicine home . went to fairprice , bought two mineral water and apple season tea(small bottle) ..
when home to nenek house and took the medicine . after eatinq nasi lemak at clementi interchnqd . the nasi lemak was damn power . at night , eat two bbq chicken . left another two for tomorrow but was qone .
i know nenek threw it away :,(

hey its me , fyko barney

hey , its me fiiqo barney ..
sorry people for not updatinq my blog . been busy workinq and doinq sum stuff ..
hahahah cool mahh .. im a guy who did not , like to giveup .. that time i was sick when im workinq .
but i still continue . jyeah . when alot of time to polyclinic at clementi . wasnt qettinq recovered . but instead , more sickness happened to me ? fuck life . but what to do . i did not plan to be sick what . the first time went to the doctor . it was a normal sick .

hello !!

hello peeps ! ny bukan Fyko ny Aylaa . hahaha ~ bini dhea lah . xP
haha ! so yeah , si gemok ny malas nk update blog dhea .
Ny untok dhea bukan kwng lh . LOL ! kaeyh , dh , bye !! <3

i want ue

BHY , i promise to be with ue .
once ai said , i want eu . means , ii want eu alone la . dun ever leave me pls .
ii cant a second see ur face . ii love havinq ue by my side . ii understand ue .
but people around know me well . we are fated to be toqether bhy . trust me .
every sinqle daes , ai pray for eu . to come and said . ilysm aqaen .
althouqh , i dun owned the real parents . ai love eu . since the dae , ai knew eu .
ue make my daes qo hiqh . idc how eu look or what ur characters is .. ii just love ue and the person u r .
ii hope eu too can see me lovinq ue ..
hurtinq me . so be it . as lonq as ii can be with ue syq ..